tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14099242391186760032024-03-14T02:10:06.489-07:00Fight the Good FightDo Small Things with Great Love.
LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.comBlogger141125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-8478837154445813542016-11-25T04:50:00.001-08:002016-11-25T21:41:25.396-08:00FlorenceToday's mission: avoid the hangry mess we found ourselves in yesterday. Also, I apologize, Cody's fancy man photos come out blurry on the blog!<div><br></div><div>Our air bnb host suggested a local market for breakfast, so we grabbed our coffee and sugar rush pastry from there. We wandered around the streets of Florence hoping to make it to Ponte Vecchio before our tour. We found this church:<br><div><br></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_98ba_82a5_b1be_3a2d" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-3GqYIIS7K9g/WDgzdXoWwWI/AAAAAAAABpA/u7re7anEnDc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 249px; height: auto;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_d7f9_dac1_c2c9_fbd9" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Cuw-y0Y-m6Y/WDgzdTeQg9I/AAAAAAAABo8/njnBVcUOMDU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 234px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_95ad_5b16_abc8_427d" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-eHRzeuMrhyU/WDgzdusc5TI/AAAAAAAABpE/9PCj3hwaVHc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 200px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Inside were treasures, such as this by Donatello (the artist, not the Nunja Turtle)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_6df6_be2_3e31_633f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-01QulzKbV68/WDgzedqd2gI/AAAAAAAABpI/FbkqRpI4ze4/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 213px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_6dbf_ac4f_a78c_a1f7" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-TZPuNBuiGT8/WDgzeW7pWnI/AAAAAAAABpM/g3BkYOMdjqY/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 344px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">At 11:45 we had a tour of Galleria de Accademia which contains the David.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Our tour guide was great. She spoke Spanish and English on our tour and I could understand both! After several years of dormant Spanish, it was nice to know I can still understand!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_ebb8_9243_6769_5c00" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-uARzUB53d1g/WDgzftPf2fI/AAAAAAAABpU/XGvrHFSo5KU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 159px; height: auto;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Selfie stick with David</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_ad4b_ffed_5a97_898d" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-HfaLQpFBusU/WDgzf50ZhjI/AAAAAAAABpY/bUNg-tQkMzY/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 202px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;">This guy couldn't get enough of David's endowment </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_5293_b51_b1e6_3e8d" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-q10R6VxoJp4/WDgzfbXL7EI/AAAAAAAABpQ/FRqxkfJn2ZQ/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 224px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div></div></div>LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-10880863164576075962016-11-23T14:15:00.001-08:002016-11-25T04:43:10.681-08:00To Florence!Again, cappuccino and pastry. <div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3bf7_6cdf_d395_73d0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-QYbY8ZBicNo/WDYUyb2PHbI/AAAAAAAABnU/hQ0uoJ7_Vkg/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 400px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">We also got some tasty treats to hopefully stave off hangry times ahead.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4df1_3f5b_4f84_4436" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/--bjms_idyWo/WDYUymhCsKI/AAAAAAAABnY/Yql5JrV1QP0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 425px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">And we a previously appearing character...the mayonnaise sandwich!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_d0a8_529a_f214_7984" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-oX4nuZrQcdY/WDYUzcxWKcI/AAAAAAAABnc/AXDVr4A30c4/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 419px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We spent time wandering around Venice. I contemplated a gelato, but settled for an espresso instead. We got back to our flat and hurried to pack ( more about this to come).</div><div style="text-align: left;">I</div><div style="text-align: left;">On our way to the train station we grabbed some small sandwiches. Cody bought four, even though my rule is to buy one of something until you know it is good! Hmph!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We were plodding along to the train station when we spotted a guide dog! Cody sped ahead with bags and I crutches as fast as I could to get a photo. This is the best we could get!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_d06_17b9_5519_2e1f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-cjACS7nJ8O8/WDYWHakw32I/AAAAAAAABnw/THV8_U85_Ew/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 431px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">The train ride was relatively uneventful. The sandwiches were good, so cody is safe for another day. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">The walk from the train station to our flat was slightly traumatizing. Cody had to dodge cars, bikes, scooters and pedestrians while pulling our bag over very cobbley road. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Here is Cody's bag:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_d090_571d_d79a_be31" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-zVHh9-QdXSQ/WDYU50PQ-yI/AAAAAAAABng/Nqp2PVCvl0s/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 372px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Here is Laura's bag:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_87fd_4af6_5578_9527" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-e-omzUCEu7A/WDYU9HRcl1I/AAAAAAAABnk/jPZzYLU1uZA/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 307px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;">A representation of their lives. You saw it here folks. </div><div style="text-align: left;">We made it! And we have an adorable flat for the next few days!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_1c08_a4a4_3791_e908" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-JtZXF4TlX3o/WDYWIxYNxAI/AAAAAAAABn4/26WlBTtk2b0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 436px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_6e46_eca7_888b_832b" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-8Gd78BY5tm0/WDYWIkSyvgI/AAAAAAAABn0/61ver7SDGT4/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 336px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_514d_b51_c1de_661e" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-yqxlX8dTkKM/WDYWI6xlvkI/AAAAAAAABn8/w6jiInaOSzw/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 433px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4028_1ceb_16bf_e479" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fdQZ_oiGJac/WDYWJC0vCLI/AAAAAAAABoA/KPwrzlOQUFw/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 455px; height: auto;"> .<br></div><div style="text-align: left;"> After settling in to our flat, we walked around Florence. We bought tickets to climb the dome of the cathedral on Friday. 550 steps one way. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_8e96_58b4_15d3_5f53" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-SPIrV9x04XU/WDgx2szGUAI/AAAAAAAABoo/UljJIiXhAo8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 252px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_9b04_17ad_4793_b1bc" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-zyEujJEuN2w/WDgx3BDLRCI/AAAAAAAABos/XC3j4mddUvU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 367px; height: auto; margin: 4px;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Then we started looking for food. It was 5pm. We knew that most Italian places close around 3pm and reopen around 7 for dinner. We were hungry. There were many things said out of hanger! We walked. And walked. And walked. And walked. Finally a very pushy woman called us over to see her menu. We were so hungry we finally stopped there. Were not sure if it was a great food decision, but it surely saved our marriage, thank you crazy lady!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><img id="id_bbe_c699_a59f_1aa1" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-w8B2DDh_AlU/WDgx3YkGa2I/AAAAAAAABow/VgDURmLwP9M/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 398px; height: auto; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; display: block;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div>LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-64803666014834922182016-11-22T14:45:00.001-08:002016-11-23T14:24:49.273-08:00Venice Day TwoToday I planned on taking a trip to the island of Murano where they moved the glass blowing industry after they realized it might be a fire hazard. <div><br></div><div>We started off the morning with cappuccino and sugary pastries. Yum!</div><div><br></div><div>We hopped on the Vaporetto (from here on "the boat bus") which is really cool way that Venetian can get around since there are no cars or buses. We knew we had to take the 4.2 bus boat. But first we had to get on the bus boat. There was some drama regarding bossiness, but we bought a full day ticket on the bus boat and set off!</div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_b8c3_c807_140c_a5ad" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-2G0QhvTx5mA/WDYMekMMwzI/AAAAAAAABmA/Xhvaa9FQW1o/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 403px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't worry Venice! Climate change aint real!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_bd3d_decc_c8d8_5722" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-MBEfRD3qoDQ/WDYMeZsVreI/AAAAAAAABl8/nwkQD7ubWgM/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 347px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Venice via "bus boat!"</div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3fa_c9e7_3ad5_4741" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-wGhcWSof1Qo/WDTNOpDam5I/AAAAAAAABeU/htlnQtYTh9M/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 366px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We walked around the island and enjoyed the hand made glass art.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_a971_27a2_3c53_eb" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-f7KyDkYmSyc/WDTNQHbqJpI/AAAAAAAABeY/FtcvPk5shW8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 304px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">There were several large pieces </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_67ad_9438_968e_cb66" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-lrRRmaGaUx0/WDTNRjYAQhI/AAAAAAAABeg/8NxxEffisVM/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 225px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_91fb_a12f_271f_2103" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-XSxpOpc18oo/WDTNRtQGjkI/AAAAAAAABek/wBh7BvhlRWg/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 426px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">We also visited a local church and lit a candle for everyone who needs it.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_e4ae_97f_5f21_bdf5" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-2QRyZ9ocg_Y/WDTNRSJ5C0I/AAAAAAAABec/qJmqQkU_GkI/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 303px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">This is where the wheels began to come off. We were starting to get hungry. I suggested we stop at the store and get snacks. Cody wanted to go to the other side of the island. So we ran to the bus boat station and Cody told me we had to get on because it was an hour until the next bus. So I rushed to look at the map. We passed the first station. Check. Second station. Check. Ok. The next station is ours. Except we didn't stop. The bus boat kept going. Back to Venice. Hmmmmmm....</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">This is Cody's face when he realized we were lost </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_d16d_fac3_3e65_6b80" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-qQpuBK3qNxo/WDTNTDPhalI/AAAAAAAABes/cTFIBPy93QY/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 269px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We got off the bus boat and were lost for a bit. There were several places to stop and eat. But we could not agreee. So we kept walking. And walking. And walking. And walking. I finally coerced cody to go a small restaurant. We should have known that the Power106 music playing in the background could be a bad sign. But we were hungry!!!! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">And it looked cute enough </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_c09f_15c6_c4bd_7d27" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-1U_jt1k7ghI/WDTNSzsPfFI/AAAAAAAABeo/LyCEq0RbMUU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 339px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);">Cody ordered Spaghetti carbonara. He did not get what he expected. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);"><br></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3ea8_2b54_55a_710d" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-A8kR3-KCIR8/WDTOjEX6dRI/AAAAAAAABfI/H5T2NwsNI44/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 296px; height: auto;"> I <span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);"><br></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">He wanted what I got</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_24bc_a98c_5924_a6f8" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-GcRcxczfTMU/WDTOjrlwKgI/AAAAAAAABfM/HQ21lhmwYjc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 318px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">He was SO grumpy! He went to the bathroom and came back grumpier because it was "just a pot nasty in the ground!" I went to the bathroom and although the toilet was low I was excited to return to our table and gloat about it not being that big of a deal. All of a sudden my feet slipped out from under me (there was water in the ground!) and I almost fell in the toilet! I laughed so hard st myself and couldn't wait to tell cody! I got out of the bathroom and told him. He did not laugh. He was super grumpy. I crowned him the "Least Fun Man Ever!"</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">He got his act together and reminded me why I despise his camera bag that looks like the d*ck in a box and skit, camera bag version.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_92ff_fdef_fe15_c1e4" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-uabMD-0iZHw/WDYHQiHMxSI/AAAAAAAABk4/Js7Nu-UQt4E/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 290px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Back on the Vaporetto...headed to the cathedral and a few other Venetian spots.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3958_62a8_2eb7_7429" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-t2RXZlfvr-Q/WDYR8PzqcPI/AAAAAAAABnE/EtGg6oFVLZw/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 495px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4c3f_c1d0_8e30_8eaa" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-l8rc0P9jepw/WDYLwcHxTMI/AAAAAAAABl0/0L9bhoXAN1w/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 377px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_f621_68ae_433_f3cf" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-MuglTn9NmXs/WDYLsqKRu-I/AAAAAAAABlo/oA3UWWVWIbo/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 480px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_773a_9e2f_ab2b_e9e" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-rf-6f892G6U/WDYPgdYNoiI/AAAAAAAABmQ/uWpYZW0qsiU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">For those of you that are concerned, Cody IS alive:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_fc22_a033_a828_8f2f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Q-DfRUUahCs/WDYLxdwD5LI/AAAAAAAABl4/lbAWDUTYwsg/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 303px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;">We wandered around Looking for the "orange drink" we'd seen everyone. We thought we finally found it! We ordered a "Lovely Orange" and a "Sexy Orange." But it turned out that despite the probability of this happening, we were at a bar called "Orange." Thankfully we were sitting next to Americans with the drink we were looking for and we asked them for advice. We finally got a "Spritz" and were remarkably disappointed. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_876_72a6_ae8c_9f78" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-UgZBaTgTOks/WDYIqVnDLYI/AAAAAAAABlQ/3TS0TabEfnk/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 301px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We headed home. We needed to do laundry. The washing machine is in Italian. We had a bet which setting was correct. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3082_881e_d6c4_9e2" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-0G-adNXcvj0/WDYLsQbke6I/AAAAAAAABlk/CGSI9tStAQ0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 477px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Then we asked The Google. Cody won</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_fb13_59f9_1dff_2a15" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-zGkBIIBdLdM/WDYLvN8fLKI/AAAAAAAABlw/qz54EjoQmL4/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 221px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_92cf_d492_c80e_62b0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-bVdVuBL7qAs/WDYLuaerk2I/AAAAAAAABls/sY_gH9Fe7w8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 220px; height: auto;"> </div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We decided to walk to the restaurant that was recommended by our air bnb host. It was full. So we walked. And walked. We arrived at another place recommended by our host. It was a bit fancy for us. The appetizer was bread and broccoli slush with catfish dust on top (or that's what we heard). At least we gave them a good laugh when we spread that stuff on our bread! </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We had good pizza!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_9eee_590a_918_7baa" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-i2kECW1lPQI/WDYPj7D_6WI/AAAAAAAABmU/5mojCBXfW8s/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 238px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_a16a_cb9d_34bc_6cd5" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-ow07OKvLKKU/WDYHTOOXiUI/AAAAAAAABk8/aQxZx1WWTHI/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 267px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_6ad8_2194_fc02_196c" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-CEEi_CoyVBU/WDYHUl_SI1I/AAAAAAAABlA/zptYvJUEswU/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 267px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;">Cody finished his pizza</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_9120_39e0_5694_bd1b" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-M4b4LUBx6MY/WDYHV-n8dEI/AAAAAAAABlI/pTvKqgUw0Pc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 267px; height: auto;"> .<br></div><div style="text-align: center;">He says mine could be an art piece called "Pizza Massacre"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_ea3f_dbdb_b516_857f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-O91_sSXKanQ/WDYHV55CTdI/AAAAAAAABlE/an3VRNLnr8s/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 301px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">On the way home we walked crossed over the Rialto Bridge, grabbed some gelato (gelato count: 5) and wandered through the tourist area. We hopped on the boat bus. Side note: my feet LOVE the boat bus. Anyone with neuropathy - try Venetian Vaporetto. Cheaper than narcotics!!!!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">We cruised around the canals at night, hopping off for some artsy photos at San Marco Square. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><img id="id_c009_1087_f69_ad81" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-oWZP844Yf24/WDYQ9nNDKUI/AAAAAAAABm0/n6qCqF85wco/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_6578_1ee_d935_4a82" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-xiUAjkM3JtE/WDYR06Dmi6I/AAAAAAAABm8/LdBPhXZw8xs/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 408px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_2f98_f33d_85be_4930" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-0gRUhGgGrTA/WDYR1EwcK4I/AAAAAAAABnA/Fuc2ahdbumQ/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 425px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">And today, for those waiting, today's edition of Dogs in Clothes!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_2eba_36e4_5251_5d26" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-wt1P_HGQFd8/WDYPkadWirI/AAAAAAAABmY/qiqD4RGNoQc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 310px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">And we found the source of dog clothes, while we were "lost,"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_60a1_43f2_5892_317f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-5I8YF9ptiPA/WDYPkhSrwUI/AAAAAAAABmc/XQ8CIqiyBd8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 363px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">I accidentally pressed my home button for too long and this popped up:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4806_d127_8b6a_82ee" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-XZuvT9GmioQ/WDYQr6IhSTI/AAAAAAAABms/VYACQjd47RA/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 254px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;">We miss you SiriGirl! See you soon!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div>LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-29130664423862062002016-11-21T06:53:00.001-08:002016-11-23T14:04:55.574-08:00Venice Day OneEven after ten hours of sleep, I still look like I haven't slept! It's cloudy/foggy/rainy so my hair is unsure of how to behave! But here we made it to Venice.<br>
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We left Saturday morning at 5am. Our friend Dalton, of googly eye infamy, drove us to the airport (thanks Dalton!!!).<br>
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We started our journey and I started a new sewing project:<br>
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We survived a flight to Philadelphia and then embarked on a Cody's second longest flight (the first being to Philadelphia) to Rome. We went back in time and were served a meal on our flight. I got grumpy because Cody looked at my salad. We flew all night. With 400 other people.<br>
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But we landed in Rome and made it to the train station. I slept for three hours on the train as proper Europeans passed by and glared.<br>
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We got a picture from our puppysitter and SiriGirl is being "perfect!" Not sure we believe it!!!! But we're proud of her.<br>
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We walked through Venice and found a place for dinner. There was an emergency because Cody had to use the restroom and I forgot you have to pay to use public restrooms! He made it. We paid 3.5euros for sandwiches made with mayo so he could use the bathroom? #thanksobama</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: center; clear: both;"><img id="id_8d5b_7bf6_3beb_cdaf" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-k9mbvG_VRrw/WDYShVnzwtI/AAAAAAAABnI/dNenQ4U_Rrs/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 248px; height: auto;"> <br></div>
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First Italian meal: gnocchi, lasagna and wine </div>
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After dinner, I had gelato. <br>
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Doge's palace </div>
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From there we could see Venice from all sides, except we forgot which ways each photo was taken from...oh well<br>
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I had gelato (I actually think this is my second one of the day).<br>
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Cody's fancy man photo<br>
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More dogs in clothes!!!!! This one had a little strap around his tail to keep his jacket from gathering up<br>
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We ended the day with a less than stellar meal at the Denny's of Italy. Such is life! This is Cody's "I can't believe we're eating this face:</div>
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My life is radically different than it was 3, 6, 12 months ago. I got a new job. The one I wanted! I moved. I'm moving in with my boyfriend (still weird to even say that word!). We are raising a guide dog puppy. Everything in my life seems to be going well.</div>
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But it's so hard to make decision on your own when you know you are disappointing people. I'm working on getting over that. It's also hard to work in a rigid environment. But I'm working on getting over that as well. </div>
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I wake up every morning and remember that I am in charge of me being happy. And if I make choices with the purpose of loving and being happy, then I truly believe things will work out. For now, it's a daily thing. Hopefully it will become a habit.</div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Lato, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 29.25px;">To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; font-family: Lato, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 29.25px;" /><span style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; font-family: Lato, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; font-weight: 700; line-height: 29.25px;">e.e. cummings</span></div>
LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-75314836447236080732014-03-01T01:08:00.002-08:002014-03-01T01:08:48.629-08:00What a difference a year makesLast year, on March 1, I left my desk job behind. I walked out of the door of my steady, secure job (with health benefits) to pursue the idea of being a bike racer. I moved home with my parents. I sold all of my furniture, but everything else in boxes. I kept out yoga pants, some t-shirts and my kits. After two years of working full-time and attempting to train full-time, I took the risk of becoming a professional athlete.<br />
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The past year has been challenging. In some ways, it has been a "vacation" from real life. I didn't have to get up and shower and look presentable every day. But I struggled to ride my bike now that it was my job. I struggled with losing to an opponent, the disappointment of not making the World Cup teams and the sadness of missing out on a competition for which I had trained several months. But I learned a lot about myself. I learned that I need to give my body more rest than I have in the past. I learned that not every second of every day has to be filled with "busy-ness." I learned to love myself a little bit more.<br />
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Today, on March 1, 2014, I still don't have a regular, full-time job. I quit bike racing a few months ago. I didn't get a job that I was sure was mine. The future worries me. I don't know where I will work or what I will do or when I won't have to worry about health insurance. I don't know where I will live or what I will do about bikes. But I do know that the past year was a part of my learning trajectory. <br />
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I will never forget the admiration I gained for professional athletes. Watching the Olympic Games in Sochi was a totally different experience. I knew that the Games were not about the spectators, the media medal count and not always about the winners. Each athlete that was there was fulfilling a dream. And there were just as many, if not more athletes that were sitting at home on their couches, mourning the lost opportunity that they will no have a chance to attain for another four years.<br />
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But I am ready to move forward. I am learning to be OK with uncertainty. I am certain of a few things. I am grateful for my family who has supported me, especially my uncle and my parents. I am eager to give back to the world, instead of take from it. I excited to love people and receive love in return. <br />
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So much has changed in a year. And I expect things to change and be so much better on March 1, 2015.<br />
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<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-65901768475915530042013-12-16T11:47:00.003-08:002013-12-16T18:48:25.376-08:00And then it was done....Some people will be surprised by this post and others not so surprised. I think deep in my heart I knew that this day was near, but the obstinate voice of a person who never gives up was still too loud.<br />
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The past two and a half years have been incredibly challenging, fun, exasperating and thrilling. I started at a development camp at the Chula Vista Olympic Training Center in April 2010 and finished my career at a National Team training camp in Colorado Springs. The things I learned about bike racing and myself between those two camps is immeasurable. <br />
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One of the most important things I learned over the past few years, is that I do in fact have a disability. It may seem crazy to some people that I never really realized this before, but I didn't really ever think I was disabled. I was raised to believe that I could (and did) do anything I wanted and that I was "just like everyone else." It is also somewhat strange that it took competing with and hanging out amongst other disabled people to help me come to this realization. But it happened. I still believe I can and will accomplish anything I want, but I also know that there are times that I need to cut myself some slack because I am not playing with a full deck.<br />
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Being a "professional" athlete is far more challenging than we give them credit for. It requires discipline, pain, sacrifice and being flat out lazy sometimes. <br />
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For the past few months I have been praying for a "sign" about what to do about the bike racing "thing."<br />
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In late October I had an appointment with a neurologist at UCLA that specializes in Guillain Barre Syndrome. We have had a few dismal discussions before, but this one was by far the most upsetting. He told me, flat out, that by training so hard I was giving up years of walking in the future. I know that my balance and overall body function has suffered from the intensity of training. He would support my decision to continue, but he could not predict the repercussions. This is upsetting news considering I had quit a relatively stable job to train. I was upset. But not quite ready to listen. As I was leaving his office, I wasn't paying attention and slipped on the floor in the waiting room. More worried about looking cool, I stood up and said, "Safe," accompanied with proper baseball hand signage. I went home, my foot was a little sore, but not too bad. I went to the movies that night. When we stood up I could barely walk and Baby Cody predicted my foot was broken.<br />
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After a trip to Urgent Care and then to UCLA Orthopedics, it was confirmed that my foot was broken. I had broken the top of my foot (which according to the doctors looking at the bone/scarring it has been broken many times that I haven't paid attention to) and in three other places. While I was there, I just had them x-ray my other tibia to confirm that I had a stress fracture. I bargained my way out of a cast, but I wasn't allowed on a bike at all for three weeks and no racing for six weeks. All of this news was upsetting since the next week was a team camp, Track Nationals were a few weeks away, as was an international track event in Wales the week of Thanksgiving.<br />
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It appeared that if I wasn't going to listen willingly, then I was going to listen some way. <br />
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The past few weeks have been filled with anxiety. I knew what the "correct" decision about bikes was - but I didn't want to be a quitter. I had invested so much of myself, my resources and so much support had been given that I felt like I was letting everyone down.<br />
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But as I had time to pray and reflect on a few things, I also realized something else. I hate bike racing. I love riding my bike. But the pressure of racing is something I dread. So why was I doing it? Because deep down, I believed that I would be more valuable (to whomever or whatever) if I had that achievement on my life resume. The past few months have made me realize that being normal and regular isn't a bad thing. I like waking up on a Saturday morning, laying in bed, drinking coffee and eating breakfast. I like going to the movies and the bookstore. I like riding my bike to the beach without worrying about power numbers and calories. Being a regular person isn't such a terrible thing and I kind of like it.<br />
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I always thought I wouldn't be living up to my potential if I wasn't pursuing some lofty goal - but I might be wrong. <br />
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So after some unsettling discussions with myself and others, I decided that enough was enough. It's a scary place to go because if I quit training, I really don't have anything else to do. But it is also a lesson in patience and trust in God. The next few weeks and/or months will be sketchy as I figure out how to reintegrate into being a "normal" human being (including finding a job where I will probably have to wear a real bra instead of a sports bra, disturbing!). I look forward to using the education that I am lucky to have in my brain (hopefully, after bonking my head so many times), having a regular income, getting my favorite Pink bike fixed, riding (probably very slowly) in charity rides, raising a guide dog puppy and investing in relationships. Although hazy, I look forward to what the future holds.<br />
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To everyone who has supported me over the past years of ridiculousity - thank you! My level of insanity will probably not diminish, it will just be redirected.LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-24750598707781513922013-08-10T14:39:00.001-07:002013-08-11T09:50:15.451-07:00The "I" word<div style="text-align: center;">
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This weekend (or just Friday for me) was Elite Timed Track Nationals in Carson, CA. I didn't do really well. But the objective, in my mind, was to race and get over the debacle that was the State Championships.<br />
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At States I crashed for the first time ever on the track. In front of everyone who was there. Now, to be fair, it was a track race so there weren't many people there. But it was still humiliating because I AM a para athlete and to make a mistake like that really hurts one's pride. You might think that walking as ridiculously as I do, I'd be over being embarrassed. But I'm not. So I worked hard over the past three weeks to get over my irrational fear of turns one and two and the the sponges that reside there. I thought that the officials would take down the sponges in those turns (they do for a para event because a lot of us end up on the blue band at the start just because we can't get enough speed out of the gate).<br />
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Nationals was a great experience this year, but not because I did well. I was excited to race with all the "big kids." The girls that you see racing and winning. Carri Higgins. Dana Feiss. Tela Crane. It's exciting that I am able to race with people who are really good on the track. And most people in Carson know me since I train there.<br />
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I had rehearsed all of the things I was going to do. I warmed up. I waited for my race. My teammate and coach helped me into the gate. The sponges? Nope, this isn't a para event, so the sponges stay. That threw me off a little bit. But I knew I could still race. The clock started. The beeping came. I hit the gate too early and don't have fast enough control to reengage my legs. So I fell out of the gate when it opened. Boom! The sound of a bike hitting the boards is not nice. But I got up, got back in the gate and started over. I raced and finished with a time that was not stellar because I ended up higher on the track in turns to avoid the sponges.<br />
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All of that is to say this:<br />
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When I restarted and made it out of the gate the second time, I heard people cheering me on. For no other athlete was there so much enthusiasm. I heard it and I knew it was for me. I still struggle with the fact that sometimes people cheer for me because they feel I am doing something "extra brave" or "difficult" because I have a disability. The "I" word - Inspiration. And that hurts sometimes because I want people to cheer for me because I am an athlete and I have trained hard and sacrificed and win. I race my bike because I can, not because it says something about overcoming difficulties. I don't do it for hugs. I do it for medals. And maybe, one or two people were cheering for me yesterday because they do think I'm doing something special because I have a few more hurdles than able-bodied athletes. But really, people were cheering because I got up off the track, made sure my bike was fine and got back in the gate. <br />
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I don't know what else to say about it. It sucks to struggle sometimes. I don't like to be an "inspiration," because I'm not. I'm an athlete. But sometimes having courage to try is an inspiration.<br />
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<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-57309728843993010262013-06-03T14:32:00.001-07:002013-06-05T00:58:47.064-07:00Revisiting a Favorite Prayer<br />
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I wish with all my heart that I could visit <a href="http://www3.nd.edu/~wcawley/corson/grotto.htm" target="_blank">The Grotto at Notre</a> Dame right now. I know that for many students and alumni it is a very special place. I've been there (though not enough times) when it was snowing, raining, hot and humid or just perfect. Regardless of the external temperature, it brings peace and closeness with God. Of all the places, I'd love to visit right now - The Grotto is at the top of the list.<br />
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On <a href="http://fightingthegoodfight2.blogspot.com/2010/09/thomas-mertons-prayer.html" target="_blank">September 5, 2010 </a>I was feeling lost and I posted one of my favorite prayers by Thomas Merton. It seems that I find myself in a similar situation, so I am revisiting this favorite with the hope that it helps me find direction, peace and purpose.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I read the line "in the shadow of death," I feel guilty for being so lost. I am nowhere near the shadow of death. In fact, I have friends and family that love me. It was my choice to leave my job to pursue bike racing. And yet, I feel lost. I remind myself that just as people feel different levels of pain, we can also feel despair and hopeless in different levels of life. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">A friend wrote to me and suggested that I enjoy the difficult path. Not sure how I feel about that, but we all know that I do LOVE to learn things the hard way (if that's the same thing). We grow in fortitude and internally through the process. Being OK with not being OK seems to be something with which I struggle frequently.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I pray, wholeheartedly, that the Lord helps me find my way back to a path of being useful for His plan for me and that I can be fulfilled again.</span><br />
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LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-52676396010281138102013-05-12T09:01:00.002-07:002013-05-12T09:01:41.579-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #222222; font-family: Nobile; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;"><b>"The good fight is the one that's fought in the name of our dreams. When we're young and our dreams first explode inside us with all of their force, we are very courageous, but we haven't yet learned how to fight. With great effort, we learn how to fight, but by then we no longer have the courage to go into combat. So we turn against ourselves and do battle within. We become our own worst enemy. We say that our dreams were childish, or too difficult to realize, or the result of our not having known enough about life. We kill our dreams because we are afraid to fight the good fight."</b></span>LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-72377129108353238122013-05-06T09:35:00.004-07:002013-05-06T09:37:05.684-07:00It's my Gimpy MONTH<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwBZ3EVO7CqLu-2rrewDxPM9ggZ_8pGostkvH0QINR-uxN6mMaGAV_7hsWSgLckcA6MS15retdH8ueTYIIuPwZb3mNAd6JGnQmzeY448VC10KvOSiQlGUTvRvBqYSXJjmiX87XLQqHyGs/s1600/482492_454343334647409_978648314_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="196" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwBZ3EVO7CqLu-2rrewDxPM9ggZ_8pGostkvH0QINR-uxN6mMaGAV_7hsWSgLckcA6MS15retdH8ueTYIIuPwZb3mNAd6JGnQmzeY448VC10KvOSiQlGUTvRvBqYSXJjmiX87XLQqHyGs/s640/482492_454343334647409_978648314_n.jpg" style="cursor: move;" width="640" /></a><br />
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I used to celebrate the entire month of March as my birthday month, so it seems fitting that instead of having just a crippled birthday, I get a Crippled MONTH. May is National Guillain Barre Syndrome Awareness Month and marks my anniversary of having GBS.<br />
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I wrote this last year, on my 30th crippled birthday. That's right kids, I've been gimpy longer than you've been alive!</div>
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<a href="http://fightingthegoodfight2.blogspot.com/2012/05/thirty-year-anniversary.html" target="_blank">GBS 30th Birthday</a></div>
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A lot of things float around on Facebook. There are a lot of facebook pages for "survivors" of Guillain Barre Syndrome. I struggle (frequently) with how to interact with those pages. I have a different view on all of this because I don't know how to be any different. I'm not a survivor, I just am. Everyone overcomes things in their lives and maybe we should view everyone as survivors.<br />
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At the beginning of the month, someone asked people to summarize their experiences with GBS in one word (see the cover photo someone created at the top of this post). I've spent the month's bike rides trying to think of one word that would do just that. I hated the words that others came up with - they seem so self-defeating. It can be defeating. I have felt misunderstood and it's hard to be in pain when you really aren't in pain and no one understands. It's hard to meet people's parent and walk like you are intoxicated. But all of those things are part of the human experience. I think that by labeling the experience with such negativity we allow it to become just that. I don't have a word. Maybe it is life-changing. But it didn't change my life, it is just part of my life. <br />
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And just because I like to take a stroll down memory lane, every year I pull out the scrapbook my mom made for me.</div>
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I do know that I HATED tilt boards. I had to tilt board for almost a year after I was diagnosed. Pretty sure I also still make this face.</div>
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I wasn't a fan of this either - but I did get Apple Jacks! Also, please note that my hair is rather cute in all photos! Thanks mom for making sure I looked awesome even when I was in the hospital. Maybe that's why I get my hair done before surgeries!</div>
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My first trip outside the hospital, with our family dog, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mork_%26_Mindy" target="_blank">Mork</a> </div>
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(you read that correctly and yes I just aged myself even more. Good work on picking a dog name Mom and Dad!).</div>
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Nurse Laura! In the back of the scrapbook are all of the cards that people sent (you can see some of them on my crib in this picture). People loved me even back then! </div>
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I am truly blessed to have so many people who love me, put up with me banging my feet together and being cranky when I don't get what I want (THAT has nothing to do with GBS, just my own personal crankiness). Thank you!</div>
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It's hard to write about disappointments. But cycling is full of disappointments. Supposedly, the lows make the highs that much more enjoyable.<br />
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Last weekend we traveled to Greenville, SC for the UCI Paracyling Open. In 2014 the Road World Championships will be held in this exact place - so it was a chance for us to see the course ahead of time. It was also a selection event for the European World Cups.<br />
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This was my first experience packing my own bikes. The nights before I left were a little nutty since I have zero mechanical skills! They all got broken down and arrived without damage.<br />
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We arrived in Greenville after a loooooonnng flight that included spending some time on the runway. Greenville is a great town! The people in the airport were incredible and everyone was very kind. We collected 5 bikes, luggage and other paraphernalia and headed to our hotel.<br />
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On Friday, we pre-rode the course. It was a LOT hillier than I expected. Thursday was the time trial. I woke up feeing well, but the race didn't go so well. Same with the road race on Sunday. I really have no reason to be disappointed in how I rode. I am where I am at this point. It's disappointing to lose.<br />
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BUT....it's time to move forward. There are things to accomplish. By FAR this is the hardest thing I have attempted to do. Someone recently told me that I am arrogant - in all areas except bike racing. Maybe that is true. But I'm "good" at other things. I'm not all that great at bike racing.....yet!<br />
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I am proud of my friends on the team who did well. Fuck Face got second in the time trial. I tried to steal his flowers, but he gave the to his mom instead. <br />
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The better part of the weekend was that people I LOVE came to see me race. As we all know, I'm not the biggest fan of people seeing me race. But it was OK. My mom and dad have been my biggest supporters in this crazy endeavor and I am glad that they finally got to see me race.<br />
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Since "Chad" aka Ocho is still in training at Guide Dogs for the Blind, he sent his wishes via text. Thanks ChoCho!</div>
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The people who cheered me on at the time trial</div>
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Carrie Newcomb drove all the way from Asheville to see me (and really check up on Moochie!).</div>
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So the weekend didn't go how I would have liked it to. It was another drop in the bucket on my way to be a bike racer. I learned that I'm not quite there yet. I have a lot of things to learn. Someday, I will wear these lucky sucks and make them lucky by winning!</div>
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The MVP of the weekend is Baby Cody. We drug him along to get him classified. Unfortunately the classifiers deemed that he is disabled, but not disabled enough to race para. Sooooooo....he spent the weekend helping me make sure my bike didn't fall apart. He kept me calm. He was the only person I wanted to see after the debacle of the road race. Sometimes it's shocking to me that we have only known each other for a few weeks, Thank you Baby Cody for keeping me sane! </div>
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I took a picture of the bridge above to remind myself of several things. First of all, how far I have come since I first started riding. When I first started riding one of my goals was to be able to ride across one of these bridges out of the saddle. The wood is bumpy and it's not pleasant to ride across. That is what came to my mind first when I crossed the bridge today. I easily, without thinking, got out of the saddle and rode across the bridge. I struggled with that for almost a year. And now, it was essentially effortless. Yes, as a bike racer I should be able to do that - but it was a simple reminder that although I have a long way to go, I also have come a long way.</div>
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And that is the second point of which this picture reminds me is that I still have many bridges to cross. I can't see what's on the other side, but I do know that I have to work hard to get there. It's not going to come easily or on the first try. But in order to do it, I have to trust. I have to keep going. A bridge is a means of crossing between two places. Becoming a bike racer is something so radically different than anything I've done. I have to learn to trust my body. Learn to be patient. Learn to push beyond that which I am comfortable. Bike racing encompasses a lot of things that I am not necessarily good at, yet. </div>
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On Friday morning, we went to breakfast and then rode over to the time trial. I was overwhelmed with awe because of all the pro team riders that I were next to us. I, of course cementing my coolness, took a picture of my cyclist crush team, Vanderkitten. Yup, super not #pro. But I didn't care.</div>
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The time trial was short - only about 5 miles. It had a semi-steep pitchy hill and the rest was pretty rolly. I paced it incorrectly. I essentially rode two pursuits - one at the beginning, a crap shoot in the middle, and when I saw the 3k sign I did another pursuit. It wasn't a terrible effort, but I still have a lot to learn about time trialing.</div>
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Then I stepped back and looked at the big picture. Greenville is still more than a year away. Rio is still more than three years away. The past 2.5 weeks are not going to make or break my success in either event. <br />
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Seems simple enough to be repeated, but deep enough to mean something.LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-50030111495576887362013-03-04T01:25:00.002-08:002013-03-04T01:25:38.433-08:00Piru Time Trial<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Today I did my first time trial since the Augusta debacle. My TT bike is still getting di2 put on it (well, to be honest, it's been finished for a few weeks and I just haven't gotten around to getting it), so I Eddy Merckx'd the time trial on my road bike. Nothing aero. </div>
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It wasn't a complete success, but it wasn't a complete failure either. I came in third in the women's 1-4 category (out of three women!). But I did beat most of the women in the Public category, I caught my 30 second carrot (the person racing ahead of me) and my average power was acceptable for the time it took me to do 20K.</div>
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Coming up....all sorts of life changes. I'll fill you in!</div>
<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-25633624097474720442013-02-17T06:05:00.004-08:002013-02-17T06:05:55.744-08:00One Day at a TimeI tend to get caught up in the every day things and let them convince me that I "can't do X." Whatever X may be. <br />
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When I first started this post, I intended to go through all of the X's that stop me - or that I perceive stop me. But really, what good does that do? Part of my new training mentality is to only look at the task at hand. Don't let fear of the fallout of your current effort affect the current effort. So I stopped. I don't want to see the things that will stop me. I want to see the reasons why I can. <br />
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I woke up this morning and realized that my life is about to significantly change. I turned in the letter to terminate my lease for my apartment. I told my boss that I am going to take a leave of absence. I fired the coach that I started with and who helped me get to where I am now. I hired a new coach who seems to have a lot of things that I need in order to take me to the next level.<br />
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I have learned so much over the past year. Going into to Track Worlds I had NO idea what I was doing. I thought I could win races just by riding my bike. Road Nationals, well let's not go there. I had some down time from July until now. I rode my bike. I got car doored. I got sick. I tried to figure out who I wanted to be as an athlete.<br />
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As part of the process of figuring out who I am as an athlete, I found that deep down, there is a black box of anger that I had hidden for most of my life. I don't want to be angry. But I was. And sometimes I still am. I tried to use that as a motivation. Sometimes it worked, but most of the time I didn't harness the anger properly and it backfired. So going forward, I am going to choose love. I choose to love my teammates. I am going to choose to love riding my bike. It isn't an activity to punish myself with, but an activity to push my limits and appreciate what my body can do for me.<br />
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I'm sure there are days the hate will resurface. But I am going to make a concerted effort to choose love.<br />
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I've had a new bike for a few weeks. Her name is Pepita. No mom, not Pedita - Pepita! She is a blue <a href="http://bhbikes-us.com/" target="_blank">BH Cristal</a>. I find it awesome that I started this blog about 2.5 years ago to chronicle my pilgrimage across Spain on The Camino de Santiago. On that trip, I rode a borrowed BH bike and now I own a BH. She is blue. Not pink. There will only be one pink bike (RIP).</div>
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It took me a while to get used to the different components (I switched to Shimano). But today I had my first ride on Shimano's new <a href="http://bike.shimano.com/publish/content/global_cycle/en/us/index/products/road/ultegra_di2.html" target="_blank">Ultegra di2</a>. The shifting is all electronic. It's still new and my fingers are still figuring out the new shifting mechanics. BUT I can see good things in my future with this new shifting. Since my fingers aren't especially strong, I often struggle to shift. But with the electronic shifting, one touch of a button and the bike flawlessly shifts. The soft buzz that I hear is music to my ears.</div>
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As I was riding this afternoon, I thought about how far I had come in a short time. In April, it will be two years since I went to development camp. In that time I've learned an immense amount about bikes. I learned that the track exists. I learned about time trial bikes. I learned about overtraining, overhydrating, caring too much about a race, caring too little about a race. I know about failure of my muscles. I know about (most) parts of my bike. I'm proud of the things I've learned and the things I've accomplished over the past two years. I look ahead to the future and know that even greater things lie ahead.</div>
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I'm a bit behind on blogging. A week ago, I got home from "camp." Now by camp, I don't mean campfires and tents. We ride bikes. We eat. We nap. We eat. We ride bikes. We eat. We sleep. It's fantastic. </div>
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The first day we had early morning blood tests. I survived. I turned on some Little Big Town and let them take their vials of blood. That afternoon, I was the very last member of the team to do the ramp test. I'm not a fan of trainers. But my bike was hooked up to the trainer and every three minutes, the tension was increased by 25 watts, until failure. I made it far longer than I expected. I lasted a minute and some change at 225 watts. And that's where pleasantly surprising myself ended.</div>
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The next day we did the flat time trial (Otay Lakes). I ended the time trial last, even though I started second. That became a trend. On the third day, we did the infamous Honey Springs time trial:</div>
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I flatted about .5 miles from the top. Thus marked as DNF (did not finish). But, that happens. I felt terrible after every time trial. But when I sat down with my power files, it wasn't that horrible. I'll keep that in mind.</div>
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I spent the week with "the baby" group. Some day I might get to play with the big kids, but first I just need to learn to ride my bike without killing anyone! We rode 3-4 hours every day. It was exhausting trying to keep up. Sometimes, I have to remind myself that as a female and one of the more disabled athletes at camp, I'm working harder than most just to keep up in warm up. It was a stark reminder of how much I have to learn and how far I have to go.</div>
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This year is going to prove to be exciting. The door is open, I just have to work hard and push through. Stay tuned...</div>
<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-74148727690257901802013-01-20T22:01:00.000-08:002013-01-20T22:01:31.084-08:00Otay Lakes TTI am going to write this tonight because today was just a baseline. That's all it was. One data point.<br />
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Yesterday we had a Lactic Threshold ramp test. What is that you ask? Our bikes were hooked up to a computrainer - a torture device that adjusts the tension on your bike to "make" you pedal a certain power. We started at 100 watts and every three minutes we were increased by 25 watts. I had no idea what expect. I ended up pulling off a good result. I got up to 225 watts for about a minute and some change.<br />
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Today was not so surprising. We had a 15k time trial. It's mostly flat with some rollers. I was started second (we were in reverse order of expected speed - slowest goes first). I finished last. It was disheartening to be passed by every member of my team.LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-38770014346474140942012-10-03T07:37:00.001-07:002012-10-03T07:37:30.219-07:00Track Nationals<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Track Nationals was a mixed bag this year. I didn't particularly want to race, seeing as I haven't spent any time on the boards since before Augusta. But the email came through that I needed to race, so I decided to race the 500m time trial. I probably should have raced the pursuit as well, but that's why this bike racing thing is a long term learning process, not an instant gratification data point.</div>
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So, we'll skip right to the part where I DID "race." Since The Games were just a few weeks ago, there weren't many people there. I was on the track alone. Warm-up went well, being on the track went OK and I was just shooting for a sub-50 second time. After an OK start and a less than admirable second lap, the final time was 49.05 seconds. Not bad for less than optimal fitness, training and being broken. I'll take it - along with the National Championship jersey that goes with it.</div>
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<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-40505639606289823732012-09-22T14:26:00.001-07:002012-10-26T12:12:57.842-07:00When you get beat by your own brainI fight myself a lot. I would be 99% more efficient if I would learn to let go. The more I get into my own brain, the more problems I have.<br />
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I've been training relatively hard, given the fact that I broke my collarbone 10 weeks ago. Last weekend we did a Gran Fondo. Ouch. But I felt good. I rode with people who don't know me, and I was able to keep up. The beginning of the week was not so great. But by Wednesday the legs started to come around. Thursday and Friday were OK.<br />
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Saturday I rode with my uncle. He was hurt recently and hasn't ridden much and yet, he could have throttled me if he wanted. On a climb that I've done hundreds of times - up to Pepperdine - I was pushing 200w (which is a LOT for me) and yet I was passed by people who just seemed to be soft pedaling up the hill. I get really frustrated when, even though I'm doing well for me, I still get creamed by others. <br />
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I want to be good. I want to be fast. I want to keep up with the able-bodied people. I want to belong on the National Team and not be there by accident. I want to do well.<br />
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I need to have realistic expectations. I need to give myself credit when I do things well. I need to stop giving a fuck and just ride my damned bike.<br />
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<br />LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-25270002773059255932012-08-12T13:09:00.002-07:002012-08-12T13:09:40.410-07:00On being...what I amI'm not always sure how to address the issue of being "disabled." Since I had GBS when I was two, I don't really know the difference. For at least 28 years I pretended that nothing was wrong. Sure, I wore AFO's and walked funny, but I was just like every one else.<br />
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It seems ironic, in my mind, that it took hanging out with a bunch of crippled people to figure out that I actually AM different from everyone else. This is the best part of being part of the National Team. Even better than the awesome kits. I finally realized that there are people "like me."<br />
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"But you don't look disabled."<br />
"You got beat by someone with ONE leg?"<br />
"You're tired? You never go out!"<br />
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Why, yes! To all of the above. I can fake being normal pretty well, but the bottom line is I'm not playing with a full deck and it's about time I give myself some credit for that.<br />
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The most difficult concession I've made is that I'm tired. All. The. Time. And it's not necessarily my fault. It's part of who I am. I can't expect myself to "keep up with the __________'s." Today, I spent 2 hours cooking food for the week and I'm exhausted. I want to finish cleaning my house, have all of my laundry folded and organized by color, iron all of my clothes that I just washed, lay out all of my clothes for the week and then go to church, be social and support the friend who needs help. But I can't. I'm exhausted. <br />
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So instead of pushing the limits, I'm going to rest. The mess will be here tomorrow. And hopefully so will I!LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1409924239118676003.post-28757240115687046452012-08-05T11:26:00.000-07:002012-08-05T11:26:14.324-07:00The Travels<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Some days, you wake up and you are happy. Today is one of those days. I wish that I could bottle up whatever it is happened while I was sleeping and save it for the "other" days.<br />
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A lot of things have happened in my life. Some things I am not so proud of, others I relive every day. There was a time in my life when I thought I needed a day, year, five year and overall life plan. I'm not sure that's the way anymore. It is most often the things that I had no idea I was going to do that have changed me for the best. It is the people I never expected to be important to me, the activities I never dreamed I'd participate in and the feelings I didn't expect that have made all the difference. Most of all the things that I was most afraid to do and was convinced for some reason or another were not "good" for me, are the things that have clearly defined some of the greatest moments in my life.LShttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00479037422887265935noreply@blogger.com0